Anatomy of a Move - pt. 6
Part VI - Fin - Originally Penned today, February 25th, 2024!
We made it! The 6th and final installment.
Today marks the one-year anniversary! *cheers* If you’ve made it this far, you’ve read the anatomy of a move! Looking back on the past year and how I’ve gotten here has been insightful. I don’t know why I felt compelled to share all of this, it just felt right. Something was calling me to make it public. It’s also extremely satisfying and liberating to drag some of the less pretty bits out into the sunlight. I know there’s very little chance that someone will find this retelling of a very mundane story interesting, but this isn’t really an exercise in trying to present a perfect or even curated picture. This is about discipline and structure creating a space for authenticity and creativity to thrive, in all its undisciplined, messy ways.
As basic as it sounds, I am just the unapologetic older version of that kid who sang into hairspray cans and painted a little extra makeup on her Go-Go’s poster because they needed a little extra oomph. The detour I took, was bonkers. But getting back in touch with pre-adolescent me has been humbling and beautiful and above everything else, healing. 10/10 recommend. That kid was pretty great, and I abandoned her. Never again.
The world is filled with hurt people. People who are missing or hiding parts of themselves and trying to find wholeness from without. You’ll never obtain your wholeness from an outside source. Only you have that superpower, and it *is* a superpower. Even if the world tries to convince you otherwise, don’t let them take that from you. Your small can be as small as, “I am going to brush my teeth immediately upon rising,” and if that’s your baseline, start there. Commit to yourself and build. You deserve it.
Book recommendations:
The Untethered Soul – Michael A. Singer
Atomic Habits – James Clear
A New Earth – Eckhart Tolle
The Four Agreements – Don Miguel Ruiz
The Myth of Normal – Gabor Mate
The Body Keeps the Score – Bessel A. van der Kolk
What Happened to You? – Oprah Winfrey and Dr. Bruce D. Perry
Women Don’t Owe You Pretty – Florence Given
A book I’m very excited to dig into:
Four Thousand Weeks – Oliver Burkeman