Anatomy of a Move - pt. 5
Part V - Oricinally Penned on 2/24/2024
For my Twin Peaks Lovers, The Day Agent Dale Cooper Arrives.
And we’re back.
After investigating the possible new home, I told the leasing agent that I’d like to place a hold on the apartment. She said I had to submit my application within 24 hours if I wanted to do that and due to the location of that specific unit, it was likely to go quickly. I needed to act fast. I took it under advisement and immediately got in my car to launch a drive to nowhere. On this brain-fog of a drive the pervasive, relentless imposter thoughts started to stage their coup.
The fact was, I had invaded her space for far too long and even though she was completely comfortable with it, I wasn’t. It was time for me to curate my own space, take my dog, and rebuild. The only way that could happen is if I finally made the choice and stuck to it no matter how the news is received.
And I waited.
Luckily, it didn’t take long. I was approved within 24 hours!
Monday, I checked out the apartment. Tuesday, I was approved. Wednesday and Thursday, I packed. Friday, I worked. Saturday, February 25th, I picked up the keys, moved in some clothes, introduced my dream-girl dog to her new home, and worked that night. And finally on Sunday, my sister and her (now) fiancé helped me move the big stuff like my bed and dressers, and that was it. I’ve slept here ever since.
February 25th, 2023, feels like Emancipation Day ... from myself! And I will celebrate it for the rest of my life.
To be continued …